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Sunshower
02:42
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On and on
Inescapable solution
Down the road
Run til bleeding still it's coming
Cut the rope
In the tumult of the ocean.
Oh what a day
What a day so far it's shone
What a day
What a day we've gone.
As the sparrow
Liminal how it hits you
See the house
Miles away, forget about it.
Oh what a day
What a day so far it's shone
What a day
Oh what a day we've gone.
So now it's done
So now it's just the sun
So now it's done
So now it's just begun.
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Windflower
03:16
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I've been losing my way
Passed right through the years
Winter came
I'm still watching the quiet roads
Any day she'll come
The light shatters at the touch
I keep trying to grow
I watch the snow.
Accumulate away from me
Accumulate moving away from me
Accumulate away from me.
I've been trying the way
I've been moving away
And you walk away
And you walk away
And you walk.
I've been trying the way
I've been moving away
And you walk away
And you walk away
And you walk.
Oh don't cry I know
You lost everything again
What we had is gone
Left without a word
I keep close to you
I watch the stones
Accumulate
Accumulate.
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Rafflesia
02:50
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Come over here
Rest your head down a moment
Always so near
No one else hears you say it.
Oh hold me dear
My warm rafflesia
Bound to you
The warmth is all around us
Chorus whirls
Venus pearling
Slow unfurl
Always yearning.
All this life was a game.
I'm not afraid
You're in control I feel it
What would they say, no
The sound is all we needed.
Oh hold me dear
My warm rafflesia
Talk to me
You understand this
All the years
All forever
All this life is a game.
And all this time
And all my life
Is all I need
Is a game.
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I IV
03:46
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When the lights come on
And she sees the first time
I can feel the loss
Before she even leaves the room
I'm an entity
A vessel for experience and nothing more
"I am free," I tell myself
Imagine it
A self-sufficient life away from judging eyes
How long until the breakdown
This life
Is this how it feels to have got the losing side
Is this what it means to give up
Well, just let me -
So what if I did
Met him on the bridge and lost myself that night
I don't need you telling me
On the interstate
180 km/h you drift away
Out of body into space
Imagine it
All suffering condensed upon our backs
Drifting drifting off
This life
Just let me breathe.
When the lights come on
And the silence deafening I realise
Who will notice when I'm gone
I'm lost again
Wandering the street I can't remember when
I last got that feeling
I imagine it
Gazing out the streetcar in a quiet trance
Her voice returns to me and says,
"This life
Is this how it feels to have got the losing side
Is this what it means to give up?"
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bbbbb
01:12
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6. |
SEASON 9 OPENING
01:55
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Melting up into the pavement
See him passing in the leaves
Turn away turn away turn away.
When there's nothing left
Made my mind but
I couldn't lie before his touch I could feel my blood.
Frozen still there
In your basement
There was burning in your eyes
Turn away.
I'm losing everything again
I fall, I'm at the end
I'll never see your face again
It's all I have
You just go on
You just go on
You just go on without me there and end
With nothing left
We go on without
With nothing left we just go on
You're off again
You're off again.
Stop me when the silence opens
Turn the time back to the start when I saw you
Oh the difference in our eyes then
And you throw the glass against
Turn away.
I'm losing everything again
I fall, I will never understand
I'll never see your face again
It's all I have
I'm losing everything again
And I cannot change, I cannot change.
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Do You Hear the Humming
02:29
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At the helm he stands against the wind
Against the wind
Against the wind
Read aloud without material things
His Chapstick on the dresser
I remember this.
With the good part comes a wave
I need you most when the summer monsoon hits our place
When the tides return he's off again
With the eyes
Will you come home to me.
Do you hear the hum, out on the sea
Gazing the expanse
The everything
Think of me when you're against the wind
Against the wind
Against the wind.
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Grace Leaving Home
01:50
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If you wanna run away meet me there tonight
I repeat the words
Silhouetted by the moon we are still and close.
I was afraid
But you know what to do
Then you grab my hand
Pull me away
I see it in your eyes too
Time freezes
I was afraid
But I'm staying close
And this is all I need.
As we run away we watch from the train
The lights disappear behind
And I know the dream will end
But for now
Where shall we go.
I was afraid
But you know what to do
How do you understand
And when it ends
I'll be the one who's on my own again
He is all
He is all I need
I was afraid
Didn't know what to do
But you have it all figured out.
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Still Candle
01:46
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I have always waited for you
All my life
She appears in photographs
In the blinds.
Still when the candelabra glows
It's you
Black lace, haunted eyes, in the mirror.
I am standing on the balcony
Fade in time
Fade in time.
I have to go.
Still as the candle falls
It's you
In my neck screaming out once again.
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Perfume
02:12
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I still remember
A warm embrace
And quiet wisp of uncertainty
When you came.
And if I could
I'd seal it shut
The early hours as one in your air
Your presence.
I lose myself in the fragrance aisle
The pedestal falls.
My God delusioned for so long
What have I become.
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Feeling
02:34
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Once we nearly had it
Discovered a lock inside the floor
Called
Everyone needed
Scoured the grounds and drawers.
Inconceivable pace
Time moved and left us shaking
He called out from the basement.
No one came running down
We found him after hours
The lock stayed shut.
And how could we forget him
Haunting in the silences that break our days
June meant returning
To the lock that whispered.
Then without a word
We enter and we stay
The same and know that nothing changed.
We exit one by one
The light was all but gone
The lock rusted away
His memory dissipates
And we stay shut.
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Last Train to Kagoshima
00:36
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You came from across the Milky Way with the mission of finding a pull stronger than the gravity of your own planet.
Floating inches above the ground and lightyears beneath Vega.
Loose threads pulled taut by passing stars and the rafters of another empty home.
These days your voice is a little faint,
But perhaps your voice was always that way.
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I'm often at the end
The hallway if you'll meet me there
When there is no one left
What are we now
We're still not used to it
But after school walk home together again
The warmest tone I ever heard
Outside the door.
It comes so softly now
The melancholic sound
Feeling unburdened out
I understand.
We fall in love again
Under a blooming cherry tree
Drove us to the edge
Naivety rekindles what remains
A flame revealing
Understanding eyes
A foreign feel to both of us.
And just when I begin
To move towards my end
The blade within my sight
I'm haunted once again
Softly now.
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Your last words to me
Before the great retreat
Even if we were separated
Let's both think once more
Each other's at the falling stars.
We never spoke again
I couldn't save you
In the end I lied
I know now I'm not meant to live
I'm standing at the edge
In hell again.
Your last words were to me
Before the great retreat
I understand
[Even if we were to become separated
Let's think of each other.]
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Closed Eyes - Moon Glow
02:16
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For sure
In the car lot
Let me give my coat
Night wind enters.
Lay back
Tell me about your dream again
Tie grass into a knot again
Roll windows down.
And see your reflection rising
And see your eyes through the glass.
I'm awake now
Still 3am
Illuminated by the moon glow
It's not easy, not easier
The leather's gone cold, close eyes.
And see clear moon rising
And see your reflection now
And see your eyes.
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