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In the Great Grey Valley
04:04
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I was lost today
Couldn't find my way back home
Losing light of day
I began to cry.
But then back to my feet
One my age gave me a smile
Helped me find my house by light
Gave me laughs then ran away.
May, the flower, the purest thought
Shook my body till I gave in
Down from the windowsill
To search the town for her again
Running down the moss-stone streets
Hiding from the watchers.
I headed for the cliffside
Ribbons hung from the branches
I knew it was you
Seemingly waiting for me
By the water.
- She's always been waiting for you
In the great grey valley of the heart.
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Boardwalk
04:12
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Never seen the water this still before
Not since the day I saw you walking along the beach
I looked to you for answers, I looked to you in the morning
Now the only sound's the moaning of the beach.
What is that?
That song I heard, I never really learned the chorus
But here alone, I finally understand the words she's singing:
"All my friends are dead
And I'm still standing
I've got nothing left
But I'm still standing."
Left the shore returning my house alone
Couldn't get the melody out from my head
Still remember lying about my thoughts
And the burning in my fingers as I said:
"What is that?
The song I heard, I never really learned the chorus
When I'm alone, I kind of understand the words she's singing:
All my friends are dead
And I'm still standing
I've got nothing left
But I'm still standing."
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I Missed My Chance
04:26
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I missed my chance and then you died
But then your ghost came and took me on a drive
Never to see my house again
But on to new places, new lives in the sand.
Still, sometimes miss your face...
- But I must go
I built a house in the forest for the cold
All of my birds came in the spring
I told the goldfinch to take as much as they need
When you come by you sing me songs
You learned in purgatory, I accompany with guitar.
Still, wish that I could stay...
Remember in the summer when you beckoned over here
'Meet me by the river, leave behind the ring'
You started choking butterflies and dressing in the mirror
I wrote you half a novel and devoted all my things.
Writing in the meadow and dancing on the porch
Dining in the evening, sing til morning comes
Smashing all the dishes, setting everything alight
Then take me in your feathered wings on the darkest night.
I missed my chance and then you smiled
You said 'our new house should hold us for a while'
Our last goodbye, still yet to come
But when you do go, send my mourning doves.
Still spirits can't be named.
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Look!
02:43
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Look at the little little cat
I can't remember the last time I saw one like that.
Look at the little little eyes
I can't remember the last time I saw one like that.
Look at the people in the park
Dancing and fooling themselves, they'll get what's coming.
Look at the little little cat
I can't remember the last time I saw one like that.
When I found you walking in the mountains
There was no one around to help me see
The nearest trees told me you'd been circling round for hours
So I took you back to stay with me.
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Going-to-the-Sun
03:32
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We started like that
My hands in my pockets, you telling me
I didn't want to go
I said my place is here at home.
Sleeping in the grass
Swimming in the sunshine
How I learned to live, going to the sun.
Building everything up
All our memories grow like vines
Under waterfall
Yet come eclipse I've lost my mind.
I feel everything
Through my leaves I breathe it
By the burning wood there's nothing to say.
When the leaves go down
Who is there to steal it
No one else but I
And my love.
Now and then the trees
Engulf the village, drawing stares
Follow hidden trails
I know you'll never fail to hear
Always everything
Through my leaves I breathe it
If there's something more
Just...
Ask me and I will grow ever more for you
All that I want is an everlasting truth
Send me your love and I'll never stop the cruise
Tell me again what you wanted me to do.
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On the fringe
In the sand
Bitter dandelion weed
Sweetness on the silver breeze.
You remember these
Before the chimes
Rock you to sleep.
United by the tower bells
At the sun's high noon
On the 29th of June.
The burning fields gave way to dark horses
A vision from the seer
The first song from the next one.
For now you go back home, caress what you can
Saw the moon coming back over the great grey hills
Oh that vision of a different hand
Reaching for me
Taking over...
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After many, many miles
I guess it's just kind of funny
All that I need, handed in a letter
After many, many trials
I started wishing for sadness
But then came the light, I chose to respond.
If I see another god damn ring
Think I'll dig myself a well
Think I'll dig myself a well.
After many, many smiles
I'd like to say you're something else
I'd like to take us to the sea
Found a whisper in the well
Inscribed upon an ancient stone
Scrawled in the dark by some passionate hands:
"If I had to tear my heart to shreds
To make more space for what you'd give
I'd build us a house in the warm dark summer night."
After many, many miles
I think I finally understand
I looked to a crowd and I felt a resemblance
Faces lost into the night
With the scattering of ash
Turns the snow black, turns a nod to a goodbye.
On the cusp of loving you to death
Let you see the words I've left
In the wind, in the night, in the red night sky.
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After work, behind the store
I crashed my car from feeling overwhelmed
Today they asked me 'why not, for your health'
Or what is left of it I let you go.
I clean the house and keep the plants
I set the table, keep a welcome glance
I am alone when I go back to bed
Fuck, I guess I list them off
And fuck, I guess I was wrong.
Never got to finish this
Never saw the southern sunset
Sitting with the windows drawn up tight
To lastly think of where we are.
Eventually I come outside
Get over everything, go for a ride
Eventually the total up and dies
Only then we see the sky
And fuck, I guess I was wrong.
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Mew
01:12
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I Love Them!
04:26
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I saw a thousand spiders on my wall
Left that home and burned it down.
Moved to the city changing my name
Still they found me, webbed my house.
I swam to the Russian sun
Their cousins beat and poisoned me.
I saw a thousand spiders in my room
Made them dinner, laughed it out.
Brought them presents every other week
Knit tiny stockings come Christmas time.
I love them every day
Their pretty webs and many little legs.
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Now That I've Found You
02:26
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Now that I've found you here
Let us take our places
Why dont we make make the team
And finally be first chosen.
In the most honest words
That I can bear these thoughts to you
I can't recall this warmth
Since my earliest memory of Strawberry Fields.
Now that I've made my move
See if you take it towards my place
To the yellow light below
Or up, where sun guarantees escape.
Yes there's a bed where you lay
But there's a fire across the lake
Morning will come without doubt
I won't let that be my mistake.
It tells itself everyday
'There is no mountain too high for me'
I held a broken body
I'll show you the way to the shoreline.
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